I will do my best to thank them!!!!

I know that just saying ''thank you'' to them is not enough,

for all the love and care that they have done for me,

they are already here by my side since childhood,

they did everything just to make me satisfied and give all my wants just to make me happy.

despite of unsurity that I can finish my studies, they still sent me to school thinking that just for me to have some knowledge.

they are paying my tuition fees and projects

I know this is not easy,and for the place like Philippines I know that it is not easy for them to find money in such poor place,I don't know how they do but still they can still can pay my tuition fees here and I still have my sisters there who are also studying. I don't know how he can balance it,this is one thing which makes me idolized my father,but I know its not that easy.

and for my turn!!

I already passed my learning stage and survive the middle stage. Now that I already reached my final stage where I can already my future, I will not give up and I will never coz I don't want to disappoint them, I don't want those sacrifices of them will just turn to nothing after all that they have done. and now that I can already see my future I will do my best to achieve it, after this its time for me to thank them in return.

thing to remember:
as a student,our main role is not to achieve our goal.
our main role will start after either we or we don't achieve our goal.

I Do but I Don't!!!!!!

I do hate people but I don't tell directly into the mouthpiece.
I do making jokes with my friends but I Don't want somebody's playing games with me.
I do have fun with my friends but I don't want anybody's making fun of me.
I do get mad with somebody but I don't keep it longer.
I do love emo but I don't want to be alone.
yah!!I do sometimes want to be alone but I don't want to loose friends.
I do easily get fall inlove with somebody but I don't easily get into a serious relationships.
I do maybe silent sometimes but I don't want to be mute.
I do feel lonely but I don't want to be showy.
I do sometimes feel I'am weak but I don't want people to get pity on me.
I do count those things they have done for me but I dont count those things that I have done for them.
I do appreciate negative feedbacks about my personality but I don't receive an insult from any body.
I do forgive people but I don't forget the things they been done.
I do accept being loosed but I don't want to be looser forever.
I do sometimes like a freak but I don't want be a stupid.
I do keep all good memories we have but I don't keep bad things I had.
I do can judge people but I don't judge myself coz I can't.

My final graph in CS!!!

The greatest possibility of reasons why the world will end in 2012:

astrologers and planetologist have already been study about this issue since this issue explode. they are already watching every single movements of every small things in the universe,but until now still no one can tell the exact answer.

whose gonna end the world?, it is really the end of the in 2012? it is unstopable? this are just some of the questions that many poeple ask which astrologers and planetologist themselves they dont know. there so many predictions that comes from different predctors,but among of those predictions these are the most and greatest possbility of reasons why the world will end on 2012.

Mayan calendar-The Mayan Calendar is something profoundly different than just a system to mark off the passage of time. The Mayan Calendar is above all a prophetic calendar that may help us understand the past and foresee the future. It is a calendar of the Ages that describes how the progression of Heavens and Underworlds condition the human consciousness and thus the frames for our thoughts and actions within a given Age.Thousands of years ago they managed to calculate the length of the lunar moon

Atom smasher- is the world's largest particle accelerator. Basically it’s a 27km tunnel designed to smash atoms together to find out what makes the Universe tick. So when this machine is fired up for its first serious experiment in 2012, the world could be crushed into a super-dense blob the size of a basketball.

Earth’s magnetic field- is a magnetic field that shields us from most of the sun's radiation that soon to be disappear.

Sun storm-recent solar storms have been bombarding the Earth with so much radiation energy, it's been knocking out power grids and destroying satellites.

Population growth-As the world population continues to grow in almost all continents, great pressure is being placed on arable land, water, energy, and biological resources to provide an adequate supply of food while maintaining the integrity of our ecosystem. As the world population grows, the food problem will become increasingly severe. The most venerable will be population in developing countries. The per capita availability of world grains, which make up 80 per cent of the world’s food, has been declining for the past 25 years. Certainly with a quarter million people being added to the world population each day, the need for grains and all other food will reach unprecedented levels.

Catastrophic event long over due-have compiled an excellent list detailing possible catastrophic events which could happen at any time.

Biblical connotation-Interpretations of the Christian Bible reveal that the date for Armageddon, the final battle between Good an Evil, has been set down for 2012. The I Ching, also known as the Chinese book of Changes, says the same thing, as do various sections of the Hindu teachings.

Planet x nibiru-Planet X Nibiru is a moving planet which the scientists believe that it will strikes the earth in 2012, which may leads to the end of humanity.

aku cinta padamu means I love you!!!

when I first saw you
aku tertarik sama kau
I want to know you
sebab saya mau kawan dengan kau

now I knew you
kau sudah jadi kawan saya
I will take care of you
sebab kau kawan saya
I will always here to help you
sebab apa untuk kita kawan
I can be a wall for you to lean on everytime you have problem
sebab saya di sini sebagai kawan kau
I will protect you
sebab saya malindungi kawan saya

then you ask me to stay
sebab saya kawan kau
so I stay as your friend
sebab kau kawan saya

then we promised ''friends forever''
sebab kita kawanrapat
at first I can still handle it
sebab saya salayan kau macam kawan
but now you have your love one
I need to go away
sebab saya rasa cemburu

but I think cant, Its too late
sebab kau sudah rapat dengan saya
when you're not around
aku rindu sama kau
if I dont see you
aku fikir pasal kau

it kills me
sebab....
I dont know...
tapi...
but I think...
sebab...
I think
sebab..
I Love You
Aku Cinta Padamu


if you cant understand just read the English words.
then you can got it all.

self responsibility!!!!!!!!!

almost all unhappiness in life comes from

the tendency to blame someone else.

By: Brian Tracy

you cannot push anyone up the ladder
unless he is willing to climb a little.
By:Andrew Carnegie


in the final analysis, the one quality that
all successful people have is the ability to
take on responsibility.
By:Michael Korda


you must take personal responsibility. you
cannot change the circumstances, the
seasons, or the wind, but you can change
yourself. that is something you have
charge of. you dont have charge of the
constellation, but you do have charge of
weather you read, develop new skills, and
take new classes.
By:Jim Rohn


you are fully responsible for everything
you are, everything you have and
everything you become.
By:Brian Tracy


man must cease attributing his problem to
his environment, and learn to exercise his
will-his personal ability.
By:Albert Schweitzer

to be a chef that is my goal!!!!!

now I'am taking Diploma in Culinary Arts to become a chef someday. this is my goal now, but the truth is since elementary never in my mind to take this kind of course, before , when I'm still not sure of what I'am going to take my father ask me to take electrical engineering but my mother wanted me to take nursing, but i have already in my mind but then I'm still not sure about it. when I was in fourth year and soon to be graduated a letter came into our school promoting the students to continue their studies in college in malaysia. when I saw it I got interested and when I let it show to my parents they also got interested with it, but the courses they wanted me to take is not in the option so they just let me to choose which one I wanted to take. when I saw the list, first I saw the diploma in culinary arts and I feel something, somehting like excitement with unsurity with something that I cant understand, I feel that I'll gonna enjoy this college life with this course. so I take the entrance exam and I passed. now I'm already here I'am not gonna give up no matter what happen, I choose it and I'm going to face it, and in fact I'am really enjoying together with my friends I'm really enjoying my college life. now I realized that I loved cooking I will going do my very best to acheive my goal because TO BE A CHEF THAT IS MY GOAL!!!!!

My sodiac sign!!!

Spiritual Goal: To learn how to take a balanced view of things
Spiritual Correspondence: The Dominations
Apostle: Andrew
Prophet: Amos
Anatomy: Rules the chest, breasts and stomach
Corresponding Tarot Card: The Chariot
Associated Countries: Scotland, Holland and New Zealand
Associated Cities: New York, Venice and Amsterdam
Animals: Crustaceans, Otter, Seal, Turtle, Stag, Unicorn and Sphinx
Watchword: Sympathy
Keynote: Patience
Physical Manifestation: Flexibility
Mental Manifestation: Imagination
Motto: The Tide Will Turn
Quote: I Feel

Cancer is the Fourth Sign of the Zodiac. Its name derives from the Latin "cancer...literally "the crab." Cancer individuals are "tried and true." They tend to cling to tradition as though they were a part of it, yet their moods and even their purposes may become as changeable as this Sign's ruling celestial body...the Moon. Thus, such self-contradiction is understandable, given that it is part of the Cancer person's innate nature. Much like their representative symbol, the Crab, Cancers are well protected on the outside but are prone to be soft on the inside. They are good at sustaining others and appear to have a mission to take care of not only people in and of themselves, but also their means of making a living. The association of this Sign with water dates back to the very emergence of astrology itself and is Babylonian in origin. In Egypt, Cancer was represented by two turtles known as the "Stars of the Water" and occasionally as an obscure aquatic creature known as Allul. Perhaps more than any other Sign, Cancer is symbolic of the passive, receptive but profoundly powerful and emcompassing female force in nature...the all-nourishing or all-devouring mother. The Crab itself is associated with the sea...the cradle of life. Those born under the Sign of Cancer should strive to find a safe haven in which their exquisite sensitivity can bloom and flourish. If this is not achieved, then they will find themselves dominated by the prickly and grasping aspect of the Cancer personality.

the male cancer!!

The Cancer male can be a moody individual, but is rarely mean-spirited. An exceedingly romantic soul, he is not always confident of his own attractiveness. He possesses a keen understanding of women and likes children. He is kind-hearted but not soft and is truly a one-partner individual. When this man's feelings are hurt, he can sulk privately for days, but is best left alone when low since too much sympathy causes him to brood. The male governed by Cancer is far too deep to sum-up on first acquaintance, although his sense of humor is sure to impress as will his outlook on the world. Still, this is a man who can adopt an air of geniality in order to hide his own sense of inadequacy and insecurity. It takes a long time to get to know the Cancer male. He tends to be subjective in emotional matters and unable to see anything from an objective point of view when he is upset. Yet, he is generous with his affection and desires the same in return, feeling bitterly deprived if such is not forthcoming. This male can be a gallant and amusing sweetheart and/or escort...if he so wishes...but is difficult to pin down. He is prone to avoid a serious relationship for as long as possible and then enter into one with an abundance of trepidation. If he believes he has found the right partner, then he will settle blissfully into a long-term relationship. If he suspects he has chosen incorrectly, then he can be virtually impossible to live with.

the whole st.claret!!!!

yah!!this is my whole classmates when I was in forth year high school, but some of them are already my classmates since second year, we already had so many unforgettable bonding's together. that's why its not that easy for me to forget them,I already missed my high school life.every time I think of those stupid things we had I cant keep my self from smilling alone, I don't know but its just like that I'm missing them already,I missed everything on them,all those things they have done for me,for all those advice that they gave me,for all the tears and joys that I had with them,all the unfogettable memories that I had spent with them. And everytime one of us in trouble they are always there to help.they are so good!!!I missed every single smile of them!!I'am very thankful that I had them one's in my life!!I know that there are still some people like them,but the essence of friendships of students in 2008-2009 st.claret will never fade!!AND I'AM PROUD TO BE CLARETIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the TROWMRALE!!!in high school...

this are my friends among of all my friends in claret!!!we are the so called trowmrale. we get this name from the very first letter each of our name!!!and arrange it.
the story goes like this
actually some of them are already my friends since I was still in second year,and others are we just met during practice for aliwan festival which will be held in manila. before, trowmrale was not been made,its just an scattered letter from each name of us,and been collected after we cameback from manila where all of us decided to create a group and a group name,but we dont know which name to choose before,so we decided to take the very first letter of each of our name and combined it to create a name for our group.we find hard just to complete this name coz others dont want to agree coz they dont want to be their name at the last so we turn it again and again until we got trowmrale where everybody agreed!

this are the names where TROWMRALE has been developed!!!
T-troy
R-rogiben
O-oscar
W-winfred
M-mark joey
R-rodrigo
A-abdelkaiser
L-leo
E-edralyn
even though I got new friends now the trowmrale will still be the trowmrale forever and no ones gonna change it!!!

a sad story about love!!

a girl got an accident with her car which caused her to be blind forever.,but the girl dont want to be blind forever so she is trying to find an eye donor. in the hospital a guy fell inlove with her and promised to help her find an eye donor,the girl promise the guy to marry him if she already can see. one week later the doctor said that they have already found an eye donor and ready to transfer it into her eyes.after the operation has been success the girl was so happy coz she already can see,when she is already in a good condition a the blind guy came and said "now you can already see would you marry me?"the girl laugh and said "are you crazy?I dont want to be blinded coz I dont want to suffer and now I already survive from being blinded I will care a blind person?you fool get off from face"..the guy get out silently and said to himself"just take care of my eyes"


another sad story about love!
there is a lover promised to live together forever,but unfortunately the parents of the guy send him to another place to continue his studies. 1 yr. after! the girl has found out that the guy had already back and soon to be married.the girl cried,when she received the invitation letter she didn't read it!she went to the marriage of the guy not to witness the celebration but to kill the guy.after the guy was burried she open the letter and read...after a few minutes a tear drops came from her eyes.
you know why? it is on the content of the letter...coz the content is "honey help me I've been force, I have no choice if I will not marry her they will kill me, but now I realized I was wrong I shouldn't marry her!!pls. come and stop our marriage!!honey I love you I!! can live without you!!